...I know this probably sounds awful coming from me, but. Is there anything I can do to help? It's my fault anyway that they're in that state, I feel responsible.
[And guilty, deeply guilty.]
I would really like not to die, thanks. But. [She rubs at her forearms, lets out a breath.] Even if it wasn't entirely my fault, I still killed them. I mean, yeah, if I was in my right mind I would never have killed them or anyone else, it wasn't in my control, but—it's still on my hands. Y'know?
[She pushes a hand through her hair, pink strands falling out of the messy bun she put it up into.]
It's still my hands that did it. So—So what do I do with that? [With all this guilt, with all this horror.]
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...I know this probably sounds awful coming from me, but. Is there anything I can do to help? It's my fault anyway that they're in that state, I feel responsible.
[And guilty, deeply guilty.]
I would really like not to die, thanks. But. [She rubs at her forearms, lets out a breath.] Even if it wasn't entirely my fault, I still killed them. I mean, yeah, if I was in my right mind I would never have killed them or anyone else, it wasn't in my control, but—it's still on my hands. Y'know?
[She pushes a hand through her hair, pink strands falling out of the messy bun she put it up into.]
It's still my hands that did it. So—So what do I do with that? [With all this guilt, with all this horror.]