[Oh fuck no she cannot let anyone tell Caleb or Dan Heng just how badly she personally did while on that ship. Selfishly, she just doesn't want them to know that she was—capable, of hurting so many.]
ok ok ok. i can talk. we can talk. dont bring caleb into this pls.
i just feel guilty and sad about how i kept seeing people i missed and i let the ship trick me over and over. and even guiltier that i feel sad bc you and hermes werent even doing anything and i hurt you that bad. does that make sense?
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ok ok ok. i can talk. we can talk. dont bring caleb into this pls.
i just
feel guilty and sad about how i kept seeing people i missed and i let the ship trick me over and over.
and even guiltier that i feel sad bc you and hermes werent even doing anything and i hurt you that bad.
does that make sense?
why are you so concerned anyway??